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Dammit dammit dammit!


Argh!! Why why why am I so careless?!?!
T________T
I should have gone to check out who is on the cover for Best Stage!!
This is what you get for being over-confident!
BEST STAGE IS SOLD OUT!
WITHIN LIKE 3 HOURS DAMMIT
Stupid Aiba!! Argh! T_____T
This is crazy T______T And it's not even a weekly magazine it's MONTHLY~~ T_____T

So yeaa I probably have to buy it from Amazon or smth argh and it's like so expensive =(
Hopefully I can find more people to share shipping with me...
Uwaaa Koichi can you hear me?!?! At least keep my magazine to be like within 30bucks T___T

Alright and today's paper well...shall not talk about it and pray for the best I guess~
2 papers down..2 more to go~~

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blogged @ Wednesday, April 28, 2010 5:39:00 PM



Since you have been missing~~


A little something to get me a little high before my exams later~ XD
*Meiyan I told you that there are many ways Koichi can make me happy =D*

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Oh my gosh Love and Loneliness~~~
How hot is that?!?! Uwaaaaaa


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Totally dig this official photo of In The Cemetery!
Hahahaha if only the ripped sleeves are still around =(


And the last of the last my ultra favorite one~~

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"Will you dance with me? =X"
UWAAA HAHAHAHAHA HOW PRINCE IS THAT?!?!?!?!
HAHAHA My gosh this is like the best best best!!!!

Hahaha nope I did not scan these~
I wish I have these photos though T___T HAHAHA
And uwaaa Koichi I miss you..you know that? T___T

Haha alright shall stop here got to do some last minute studying before paper starts at 2 later =(

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blogged @ 10:10:00 AM



Yea I disappeared XD


Hahaha I know I haven't been blogging in a loooooong time~
Trying to force myself to study ma~ BAH!

Well a little thing to relax me for a bit
I showed Taka photos of the Sakura flowers that have bloomed in Japan,
And he said that he took pictures of it too~~
He sent me the photos and out of all those I think the best one still has to be this!

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SO PRETTY!!!!!!!!!
My gosh and it's so well taken la!! T____T

How I wish the day will come when I am finally able to travel to Japan and look at Sakuras T____T

Alright back to studying =(

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blogged @ Sunday, April 25, 2010 7:49:00 PM



Parvati, hottest girl ever!!


I know you guys don't watch Survivor and are probably not in the least interested in what I have to say,
But then again~~ SURVIVOR 20 HEROES VS VILLAINS IS THE GREATEST SEASON EVER!!!!
And my most favorite player is of course, PARVATI SHALLOWS!!

My gosh!! Seriously!! I have watched like 9 Seasons of Survivor and I STILL DEEM PARVATI IS THE HOTTEST CHICK OUT THERE ON THE ISLAND!!!
She is sooooo pretty, soooo manipulative and whenever guys see her they just lose their head and listens to whatever she says~~
My gosh and the way she plays the game, GOOD!!!
She is so smart and her mind works so quick that my gosh!!!!
If I ever turn lesbian I would so want her to be my lesbian partner! LOLOL

And yes in tonight's episodes,
She just MADE HISTORY IN SURVIVOR!!
ONE OF THE BEST MOVES EVER IN SURVIVOR HISTORY!!!
And look at her triumphant smile as she did what she did

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So hot so pretty!!
I totally love her smile!!

Uwaaaa my goshhhhhh she totally just made my night!!!
I was having such a rough night and just one episode of Survivor made me so high so happy~~
Parvati I love you!!!!

Come to think of it, I think I added her in MySpace 2 years ago LOL
I wonder if she's still my friend HAHAHAHA
Shall go check it out and leave her a message!! Hahaha

PARVATI I LOVE YOU!!!! XD

Ok this entry ends with no Koichi =X

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blogged @ Friday, April 23, 2010 11:44:00 PM



Sick of it..sick of it..


I'm so sick of having to try and deal with life
Why can't humans be normal?
Why can't everything just be normal?
Why can't time just fly faster where I can finally meet my dream guy
I really want out!

Argh but too bad life is just like a game of Survivor..
You are stuck in this pathetic island with limited resources with this group of people
Yes you are trying to hard to be the ultimate Survivor which ultimately you will have to lie, backstab or manipulate people to get what you want..
Even though you do not have to deal with the jury,
But like what happens in Survivor, what you did will eventually come back to haunt you.
Yeaa that's life. Sad but true.

But unlike Survivor, there is one huge and scary difference.
In Survivor the moment you feel like you cannot take it anymore,
The moment you feel like you no longer want to continue with the game,
All you have to do is let Jeff know and a boat will come and bring you back.
But no life doesn't work that way.
When you feel like you can't take it anymore, well..crash and burn my friend =)

So sorry this entry is so depressing
Well..I just woke up and couldn't really think of anything else
On a bright side I'm still alive though XD

I seriously love Koichi's 月夜ノ物語!!

誘惑の罠に魅惑の穴に
抜け出せないまま落ちてく
もう帰れないよきっと、大胆にそっと
揺らめく君はもっと、感じて。。

Hahaha yeaa Ero-poi lyrics I know~
Whatever。。I love Koichi's Ero-poi lyrics! XD
Maa Going off now~ Cya..

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blogged @ 11:07:00 AM



忘れない~忘れたくない~


Yesterday was a crazy night!
Went out and didn't reach home until 7am
To tell you the truth this is the 1st time I actually stayed overnight outside apart from chalet,
And my 1st clubbing experience too
I was quite surprise at how energetic I actually got when I'm at the club
I couldn't stop dancing,
And I took drinks that I never drank before
Yeaa I downed the tequila pop (Or whatever you call it) and totally felt ok
Well after that my head got a little giddy but in the end everything's alright

そして。。
なにかあった~
正直、楽しかった!
全然後悔しない~
まあ。。あなたも言ったでしょう。。
明日は記憶ない。。
そうね。。私もそう思う。。
でもそんなこと忘れない。。忘れたくない。。
ずっと大切な思いからさ。。
いつかもしチャンスあったら、また会いしましょう

And yupp restart button pressed!

乱れた姿を愛しくて
夢中でただ抱き合ってたね。。
あの日の二人も嘘にして
薄情になってみても
もう戻れない、濡れた素肌
Strategie。。。

Yupp and exams coming next monday~
So screwed la! I just hope everything will be alright
Uwaaa..sorry guys Koichi scans will come in like later~
Most prob after my exams =( Hahaha
Cya~ ^^

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blogged @ Wednesday, April 21, 2010 9:11:00 PM



I miss Koichi =(


I miss you soooo bad
Life is hard without you =(

My parcel came today yay!
Hahaha but only like 4 of it is my stuff
The rest is all just Meiyan's pamphlets and DVDs LOLOLOL
Have to carry them to town to her tomorrow uwaaa think I might die =X
LOLOL

Anyways I'm here to let you guys listen to this
Not sure how many of you actually went to download the fan recordings for BPM concert,
But for me, what I love the most is the opening of the concert
You guys know that for every concert there will be opening music right,
I feel that BPM has the most beautiful music of all

It has this beautiful Japanese feeling,
Which makes me jump in excitement when I 1st listened to it,
Because I want to know how does the scene actually looks like as this beautiful music is being played!

Haha with that, enjoy!! XD



PS: So beautiful right?!?! Hahaha T____T
Koichi I miss you =((
Can't wait to get B=PASS so that I can have more of your SHOCK =X LOL

Oh yea I watched the making of Endless SHOCK when my DVD came,
And oh my gosh the moment when he rolled down the staircase,
I don't know what to say.
I always loved that scene, and I always rewinded that scene
Cus it looked so unreal, and it feels fun LOL

But when I saw him doing it during the rehearsal,
It looked so scary,
I guess because it's so quiet and you can totally hear the banging of his body against that hard staircase
And when he rolled down and reached the floor his body couldn't stop rolling
Finally when he stopped he went "AHHHHHHHHHH!!" and laughed
Even though he laughed, my heart ached

Then they showed the scene during the actual performance when he rolled down
And right afterwards they shoot the backstage where you can see Koichi walking in from the stage,
And my gosh that scene was one of the most horrifying scenes I have ever seen in my life
Forget about Koichi being super tired,
And the fact that his face IS drenched with a lot of blood,
The moment he started walking he is panting soooo bad that
It's almost like he is dying omg
And he couldn't walk, and the staff had to push him forward to help him walk
Throughout he just kept gasping for breath
And pant and pant and pant...

知らなかった。。。

I know that it's super tiring,
But never would I ever thought that it would be that bad
Or rather this is the 1st time I ever saw you this weak before
And it breaks my heart
For a moment there I was really scared
I cannot even imagine that you have to go through this for 100 times this year,
And went through this over 700 times in your whole life time

Koichi, I really give you my utmost respect,
Once again you have given my coming Japan trip a deeper meaning,
When the day comes where I watch that scene with my very own eyes,
And go off for the intermission, I will be thinking of you...


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光ちゃん!あなたが本当に大好きだよ!!
この思いは届いてるかな。。
笑顔が答えてくれるかな。。

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blogged @ Saturday, April 17, 2010 12:09:00 AM



I want to sleep...with HIM!!


Yeaa had a looong day today~
Went to check out air ticket prices with Kristy
Afterwards went to meet Eliza~ hahaha
Only reached home at like 1145pm~

Hahaha didn't really want to update but I came upon this and I just had to share it here
Because it's tooooooo freaking hot LOLOL

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HOT RIGHT?!?!!
MY GOSH!!!!
I wonder where is this picture from! T_____T

Hahahhaa I so want to Go on top of him lie down beside him =X LOLOL

And of course I couldn't resist =X

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Yes it became my wallpaper!! Muhahahahahaha
This is just too perfect~~~ =XXX
Yea I know I change wallpaper a lot~
Meh~ Who cares =X LOLOLOL

Alright that's all!! =X
Yea random Koichi post~
Get used to it XD

PS: Tomorrow will be staying at home to wait for my parcel~
Uwaa hopefully nothing goes wrong this time T_____T *prays*

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blogged @ Friday, April 16, 2010 2:02:00 AM



Yay~ Parcel opening!! XD


Hahaha wanted to update earlier but was feeling soooo emo just now that I left this blogging page open for like 1 hour plus LOL
Then the funny thing happened.
I went to talk to Eliza and then she started to call me through SKYPE
i accepted the phone call anyways, even though I know that I don't have a mike installed LOLOL
So as she's speaking I just kept quiet and typed out my replies through SKYPE
Then after that she kept saying "OMG I think this is going to be a one way thing" and I laughed out loud.
Eliza then went "OMG I CAN HEAR YOU!!! YOU GOT MIKE LA!!!"
HAHAHAHA
So I immediately went "EHHH?!?! MAJI?!?!?!?!YOU CAN HEAR ME?!?!" and she said yea she can and hence began our 1st SKYPE phone conversation HAHA

It's seriously so fun omg!
Eliza I love you!!!! For cheering me up and for allowing me to discover that I can do SKYPE phone calls with the unseeable mike on my laptop! HAHAHAHA
This is cool shit! lOL


Alright~~ hahahaha finally I am going to talk about something related to my entry title ~.~
PARCEL OPENING!! HAHAHA
Seriously it's thanks to my neighbor that I am actually able to receive my parcel yesterday LOL
So let's take a deeper look XD

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My big big parcel LOL
Seriously I don't understand why such a huge box is needed when inside is only like 3 tubes of posters and 1 calendar about the size of a pizza box =X


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This is how it looked like initially,
Luckily I had a pair of scissors with me, because this parcel is freaking hard to open barehanded LOLOLOL


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LOL Yeaaa you can see, thats how they positioned my 3 poster tubes and my calendar box HAHAHA


I won't be taking photographs of the calendar since most of you have seen the scans already hohoho~

Posters posters posters!!! =X
It consists of 4 posters, 2 39 posters and 2 SHOCK posters hehehehe
Go on go on!!!

First off, the 39 group poster:

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SO NICE RIGHT!!!
SO HANDSOME!!!
Oh sorry if some of the shoots look abit distorted,
I can't take a direct shot because of the flash,
And if I take without flash it will look super duper ugly =(


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And this is how it looks like on my room wall~~ Hehehehe


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And my Koichi 39 poster!!!!
KAKKOII DESHOU!?!??!!
Hahaha love this!!!


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LOL I love this so much that this poster almost stayed on the wall permanently =XX


And here comes the funny story,
I actually bid for a poster that I didn't actually want,
But I just wanna try and see if the system actually works,
And then no one outbid me so I won! LOLOLOL
Yeaa a bit waste money I know,
But then again, is it really a waste of money? XD

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HORA!!!! HAHAHAHAHA
In the end when I tried to hang it up on the wall it turned out to look SOOOOO KAKKOII!!!!! UWAAA MY GOSHHHH!!!!!!!
Yeaaa nothing about Koichi is a waste of money XD


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Yeaa~~ and this is how it looks like when it's hung in my room~
So nice right!! T_____T
Yeaaa I really didn't want to take it down too =((

But then again,
I did..to make room for....

THIS!!!

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HAHAHAHAHA YESSSSS YESSS YESSSSSSSSS
MECCHA KAKKOII!!!!!!!!
MY GOSH!!!! SOOOOOOOO NICE!!!
I don't even know what else to say
Love the hair love the face love the outfit!!!


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A closer shoot =XX


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Yesss and this is how it looks like when it's hung on my wall~~
Hahahaha so nice!!!!
And currently this is the poster that is hanging there..hehe

In case you guys were wondering, I only have 1 plastic wrapper for my poster, which is why I can only hang one poster and not able to hang the others up
Of course I wouldn't damage my poster by ACTUALLY using the blue tack and paste it on the wall right? Hahahaha

Even at times right now,
When I turn my head and my eyes accidentally meet Koichi's eyes in the poster,
I still get this doki feeling =X
Yes I need to get used to it ^^;

Hahahahaha so for now hmm....
Anyone thinks that I should be hanging up any other poster apart from this?
Or is this the poster that I should have hanging in my room right now? XD
Let me know!!! Hehehehehehe

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blogged @ Thursday, April 15, 2010 12:01:00 AM



たよりにしてまっせ


Oh my gosh THIS IS A MUST WATCH!!! HAHAHAHAHA
This is so freaking freaking cuteee!!!
In year 1993, KinKi Kids pre-debut
Tayori ni Shitemasse:



They are sooo cute!!
It's like my gosh look at the parka they are wearing
And those baggy pants LOL
I want to hug and squeeze them! HAHAHAHA


15 years later, 2008,
KinKi YOU Concert at Tokyo Dome
Tayori ni Shitemasse:




Conclusion:

They really grew a lot didn't they?!?!
From the 2 young brats to who they are now,
Koichi became so much more handsome!! HAHAHA
And Tsuyo grew a lot too! And their voices
How different!! HAHAHAHA
And ooo~~ Poor Koichi~
Seems like someone really grew older XD HAHAHAHA
But my gosh this is just too cute!! HAHAH

Sorry for the randomness LOLOLOL
But well~ It always makes me feel so nice when I see stuffs like that =X
Uwaaaa I love them! T___T
Hahaha alright off to sleep, morning shift tomorrow hahaha

PS: Weeee my posters arrived!
Shall talk about it tomorrow when I'm back from work =D
Oyasumi~~~ ^^

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blogged @ Wednesday, April 14, 2010 2:17:00 AM



Blah blah blah blah~~


Today is an unlucky day for me
Yup I said it.
Know why? Because every single thing that I can ever possibly do went wrong zz

As you guys know I am waiting for my big big parcel today,
And even asked Meiyan to come and wait together since most of it are her stuffs
We waited..and waited..and waited
NO POSTMAN

And he was supposed to come like before 6,
And HE'S NOT HERE AT ALL
So I called Fedex and asked what is going on,
And then Fedex checked and told me that the sender did not include my unit number
Hence delivery FAILED
I was so shocked that I went to check the address that I posted
And true enough, NO UNIT NUMBER
WHAT THE F***?!?!?!

Seriously who can I blame?
Only me.
I really dont understand why why WHY will I actually NOT include my unit number
I mean I have been typing my address for so many times it's just like this simple thing and I don't even understand how did I even messed it up zz
So I arranged for another delivery and things should be fine.

Oh wait!
Guess what?
NO ONE WILL BE AT HOME
LIKE EVER!
Argh!!!
I seriously hate it when this happens
Why why WHY ISN'T ANYONE AT HOME?!?!?!
I have to work, my dad has to work,
My baby sis has school, my 2nd sister is never home because of school
And my mum too is NEVER HOME ARGH

So it's like no matter what kind of timing I set there is no way anyone will ever be at home to receive that 11.5kg parcel
So what can I do?
I asked for a redelivery and see if they are able to send it before noon,
Since I start work at 1230, and was hoping maybe they will be able to send it in the early morning.
The guy said that it can only be confirmed tomorrow, since it's already like after office hours,
And asked me to call them at 830am tomorrow

So I had to go out and meet Eliza at 730pm, so I went off to bathe,
And when I'm back 2 MISSED CALLS FROM UNKNOWN NUMBER
DAMMIT DAMMMIT DAMMIT DAMMIT!!!
Fedex actually CALLED BACK!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!

Why why WHY DIDN'T I BRING MY PHONE INTO THE BATHROOM?!?!!
So now I don't even know if they can or can't send my parcel in the morning
And oh wait! My agent actually mailed 2 parcels to me!
One EMS and one Fedex parcel
OH WOW!!
NOW MY EMS PARCEL IS FLOATING OUTSIDE WITHOUT A UNIT NUMBER TOO!!
NICE ONE!!!

So I called up Speedpost and told them about my situation,
And that stupid Auntie or whoever that talked to me was like
"Your parcel is already on delivery!! Call back tomorrow!"
Then I'm like "Erm wait! But there's no unit number! So I wouldn't even at my card!"
"Ya I know! Doesn't matter just call back tomorrow and arrange with them!"
What the hell so rude lar!
I swear I almost screamed at her lor seriously zz
If not for Meiyan's angelic face down there calming me down I would've just exploded at her LOLOLOL

So yea tomorrow I have to call up EMS also zzz
I feel so sad for the postman lor seriously,
Lugging my heavy parcels and making all these wasted trips T____T

So went for a soccer match,
Not to be mean but since I am on an unlucky streak,
I kind of got a feeling that the team I am supporting won't get to win T____T
And true enough, they lost by 2-1
Gomenasai~~ I brought my bad luck to you guys T____T

After the match, it was soooo hot that I just want to go home,
Go to the MRT Station at my house and buy my favorite oreo ice blended bubble tea
And when it's finally my turn to buy my drink,
I eagerly went to the counter and said "Oreo crush without pearls"
And the person replied "Oh, ice blended drinks are unavailable today"
HOW NICE IS THAT?!!?!
ARGHHHHHHH!!

Seriously I bet you if I went gambling now whatever I bet on sure WON'T come out!
Seriously T_______T
Bahhhh
One good thing though,
Yiting told me that she called Hong Kong and they said that our tarp has passed the customs
Like finally?!?!?!
I don't understand why it took them to long to check our 2 innocent tarps ~.~
So well if nothing goes wrong it should reach next week
SHOULD

BAH~~
Considering my luck currently I wouldn't want to be so hopeful
It sucks =(

Maa brighter note, one Japanese guy actually came online and we're talking now so~ =X
hahahaha ok going off now cya~

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blogged @ Tuesday, April 13, 2010 12:24:00 AM



Getting to know F1~


From now on, THIS shall be my best friend XD
I am currently reading the rules of the game,
Then slowly I will try to understand how it works and yeaa I am so going to make myself know more about this sport!!

Muhahaha since I know nothing about anything,
Of course I will be supporting Ferrari!! XDD
I will like what Koichi likes so that I can understand what he is saying muhahaha
My Japanese class classmate of mine watches F1 and Ferrari seems to be his favorite too!! Hahaha
I am sooo bugging him every week if I have anything that I don't understand!! XDD

Alright!! Random I know~ hahaha
Alright off to reading the rules =XX Cya!!

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blogged @ Monday, April 12, 2010 11:19:00 AM



A short entry before I leave for work~


I don't feel like going to work...
After the chalet I actually fell sick
Or rather I fell sick during the chalet, air con was too cold and the next day I had quite a bad flu
I thought it would be alright after I reach home
I was right and I was wrong.

I was alright after resting but somehow it will still come back and haunt me from time to time
Now my nose is super blocked and my throat still feels weird
Ahhhh and I have to endure 8 hours of work later~ =(
Luckily for me (I hope) I will be going down to Hub 3 which is beach area,
Which is quite slow paced, maybe will be better for me =)

Ahhh alright before I leave I just wanna post this lol
Saw it from Johnnys-net hahaha
Koichi appeared in newspaper again!
And well I think he's talking about F1 again?
Damm I really hope I can get copies of such newspaper here!!

Here's it:

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Haha I want to read the content of this newspaper more than anything
Nothing makes me happier than to read Koichi talking about what he loves
Someone teach me about F1!!!!!!!
Like seriously I want to know where I can watch the F1 matches,
I want to know the rules,
I want to know how the matches goes,
And I wanna know the main popular drivers,
Or rather Koichi's favorite drivers XDD
Anyone? T___T *puppy eyes*


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He is sooo handsome!!
I swear now is like his handsome period again!!
No more of that curly hair,
He has beautiful highlights T_____T
Me wants!!!!!
Because of SHOCK he slimmed down and his face is so sharp!!
And somehow he looked a little tanned! I wonder why hahaha
Uwaa I hope this period will last

Argh my nose is kiling me~~
Gotta go off for work now~~~
Cya~~ =((

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blogged @ Sunday, April 11, 2010 7:33:00 AM



Don't miss me!! XD


Hey hey~
Just wanna post here to let you guys know that I will be away for about 3 days
Have a chalet with my colleagues,
And well it means that I won't have internet for like about 2-3 days??
Which sucks so bad because I wanna scan my Songs magazine and didn't have the time at all!! T____T
And the scans are GOOOD AND HOOOOOT STUFFS!! Haha
Maa you guys will have to wait till probably until Saturday or something if I don't feel too lazy =X

Alright logging off now~
DON'T MISS ME!!! XD
*looks over to Meiyan* =X HAHAHA
Cya~~~ =)

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blogged @ Wednesday, April 7, 2010 1:20:00 AM



And~ I become a girl once again~


Well, as some of you may know,
My hair has grown longer and longer and I haven't cut my hair in like ages,
So it's like at a length where I can actually tie it up
I keep trying to escape from reality by not tying up my hair
But well tonight somehow I felt that I should tie it up and
Boom, I am back to be a girl again T____T

Maa I probably won't be cutting anymore Koichi hairstyles
Mainly because I want to let my hair grow long so that I will actually not look like Koichi when I watch SHOCK in July
And growing hair takes time,
So well might as well start now
I'm sure my JC clique will be like damm happy if they are reading this LOL
Because the last time I saw them,
All of them were like
"Keep it long!! Don't cut it anymore!! Let it grow!!"
HAHAHAHA

Which is exactly the reason why I am so afraid of going to saloons now
Because everytime when I want to go,
I will inevitably start to rummage for a Koichi hairstyle that I think I might want to have,
And BOOM! My hair is short again =X LOL
Somehow I am just so tempted to say "Cut more! Cut more!!" and "Make it shorter!" whenever I am at a saloon =X
So yeaa but I really need to well, cut my fringe HAHAHA

So well, I did a little camwhoring and just felt like posting it here
So you guys can start leaving now HAHAHAHA
Because it's major picspam portraying my narcissism. =X
Yes Yuanshan loves Mirror and Cameras HAHAHA

Oh btw I think I need to stop calling myself Yuanshan since most of the people here reading my entries know me by Sarah~ LOL
And I kinda get freaked out when people whom I don't really know start calling me Yuanshan and pronounce it in such a weird and disgusting accent,
Which made me meccha kimochi warui! HAHA
But ahhh~~ when someone pronounces it correctly and calls me that it still gives me a little doki doki feeling na~~ For eg. the fold clothes guy =X
Too bad no one around me ever calls me that anymore HAHHA
Cept for Yiting, but she seldom calls me by my name too HAHAHAHA T_____T

Alright picspams!

Let's start with a little innocent smile =X

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Hahaha yesss~~ LOLOL I have super long fringe,
And my hair is no longer nicely highlighted T____T
It's just this boring shade of brown =(


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It's been long since I actually tried taking a photo like that so =X


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Yeaa this is the aho look I always have whenever I look at my wall with Koichi staring back at me XD


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And I just can't take my eyes off that wall =X LOL


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If you ever want to know how much sleep I actually get,
Just look right into my eyes and see what's the color LOLOL
My gosh I didn't even know my eye pupils are no longer white T____T


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HAHAHA I love this look!! LOL
Don't ask me why but everytime I take photographs alone,
I like to give this look LOL
It's like this "Ahhh, I can't be bothered, I'm tired" look LOLOL love it! =X


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And I started ignoring myself LOL
Hmpf!!


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Yay~~ I tried to imitate the super cute Koichi peace sign aho smile
But obviously I failed LOL


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Yea I got so sick of camwhoring and I just started flaring up and gave this stupid face LOL
Somehow I love this face too HAHAHAHAH!!
I know it looks super ugly but well =X I am ugly HAHAHA


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Finally one last yasashii smile at the camera before I shut it off LOL
I am actually trying to imitate the Best Stage March Koichi cover,
By tilting my head at the side and let my hair fly with the wind
But too bad, no wind in my room =X LOLOLOL

And thats all! HAHAHA
Yea I know I look super fat in a tank top
But meh~ It's hot here!!!!!!!
And it's late at night I can't be bothered to dress up HAHAHAHA

Alright time to sleep~~
Most probably I will be rushing down to Kino and get my Songs April tomorrow,
But it will only arrive after 8pm!!!
I hope that I will be able to reach home by 9 to catch unlucky lab on keyhole tv haha
I want to see Koichi!
And I must make sure I remember to tune in to Donnamonya too!!
It's always nice to be able to hear Koichi's voice in the middle of the night =X LOL

Alright tomorrow morning shift
Hope I wake up!
Hahaha Oyasumi!!!! ^^

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blogged @ Monday, April 5, 2010 1:05:00 AM



It sucks~~~


It sucks when you finally get your ass up and started scanning,
And then suddenly your internet just lags like shit
So you cannot upload your files properly,
After 1 hour and the upload is barely half done
Not to mention that you are unable to upload your pictures into photobucket too

Yes it sucks, which means I will have to find another day to do all these again
When I wanna do it like NOW
Argh
It sucks..it sucks so bad

On a brighter note, I actually watched the whole Mirror Concert in one seating
And wowwww
I seriously love how sexy Koichi is when he sings SNAKE
Yupp I don't really like the song but I love the performance.
I don't understand how can he be so sexy when he's just standing there with a mike stand,
Stretching his head out to sing with the mike

Yeaa because he has to stretch out, you can see his beautiful neck
Because that song is so seductive, you can see the way his body moves
Yes yes yes I love that performance XD
Maybe I might start listening to that song again,
After skipping it almost every single time it appears on my playlist =X

Yea wanted to sleep early but couldn't resist and did screencaps again ~.~
This girl seriously needs help T___T

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Yes he is totally trying to tempt the fangirls when he's singing this song~


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Look at the intense expression,
Look at that beautiful delicious neck LOLOL


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Kimi ga hoshii~ Kimi ga hoshii~~ (I want you..I want you..)
Oh my I love it when he did this action as he sings that line
H.O.T!!
Sucks that the DVD made the mosaic effect, which made it unclear as I try to screencap it
If not it will make such a hot phone wallpaper =X


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Ahhhhh!!!!
I love this expression!!
His expression is the best when he's singing hahaha


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This just makes me go *gasp gasp gasp* LOLOLOL
Yesss now you can understand why I start to like this song as I watch the performance one more time LOL


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Don't you just love his shoulders?
I couldn't help noticing them when I was doing this screencap LOL
Not forgetting that forever awesome neck LOL


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IS THIS HOT OR HOT?!?!?!
MY GOSH!!
I LOVE LOVE LOVE IT!!! HAHAHA


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Yeaaa you like his shoulders and arms too don't you~
Hahahaha!!!!
And that intensity~ Uwaaaaa
I am going to bed being a happy girl tonight XD


Morning shift tomorrow,
And after completing tomorrow,
I will complete my week of working 5 days a week,
With the 2 rest days being Tuesday and Saturday,
And the previous Sunday working full shift from 930-830pm,
With Monday starting work at 930am and staying in Sentosa until 2am,
Reaching home at 3am due to stock take
And spent the whole of Tuesday sleeping at home due to major lack of sleep,
Then marathon-ing work from Wednesday to Friday,
And spent my Saturday in Japanese class and scanning,
Finally tomorrow will be the end of the tiring week

Next week hopefully the Sentosa chalet will fall in place,
And I will get to enjoy 2 nights of relaxation
Yupp yupp, and Songs April issue will be reaching Kino on Monday, 8pm
Ooops I just announced it here =X
Hopefully no one will snatch with me T__T
If you wanna snatch at least leave one for me please?? =D

Alright alright yosh yosh!
Time to sleep!!
Minna oyasumi!! ^^

Let's see the super hot picture one more time =X

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HAHAHA Sorry couldn't help it =X
Bah this is my blog I can post whatever I want so =X

Here come another one!!

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HAHAHAHA Okok I am seriously going to sleep
Oyasumi!!^^

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blogged @ Sunday, April 4, 2010 12:28:00 AM



Ahhhhhhh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


Lol decided that I should update, but I don't know update what
I realized that I have been a very bad fan,
I don't know but seems like B=PASS is released already,
And I totally didn't know that Endless SHOCK will be in B=PASS for May issue
I went to ask Kino about when is Songs April issue coming in,
And I totally forgot when was it that they told me.
Sucha lousy fan aren't I?

I am supposed to be saving money for Endless SHOCK
Yet here I am spending so much money shopping at auctions
I need to chop off my hand seriously what the hell am I thinking?
I was so close and yet another 200 and possibly 300 might be gone
Argh!

I am such a lousy friend
Being so caught up in my own meaningless life that
I never really catch up much with my older friends
Coming home from work, only thinking for myself,
Thinking I am so tired, I need rest blah blah
That I never even bother to reply mails

I am such a lousy fangirl
I received my Pia EX magazine since yesterday,
Supposed to scan it yesterday,
Supposed to scan it today,
And nope, I am still not doing it yet
Because I am so tired and I just want to stone and waste my life away

Speaking of which I haven't scan the Japanese class notes for my friend too
It's going to be the 3rd lesson soon, and I'm still not doing it yet
Nice one girl~

And heard rumors that SDK might end?!?!
And the timeslot will be given to a show hosted by younger groups?!?!
Noooooooo~ This is the worst news I have ever heard all year!! omg
I just hope that it's a lousy rumor and someone is just playing a stupid April Fool's prank
Cus it is so not funny!
Argh~~~ Alright I'm going off
Sorry to those who come here just to read crap
Sorry~

Working tomorrow~
Good pay~ Yay~
Please just use the money well girl~ T____T

UPDATE: And just when I thought things couldn't get any worse, it does. Life always like to make fun of you doesn't it?
Seriously I'VE HAD IT WITH YOUR STUPID USELESS NAGGING OK
I REACH HOME AFTER WORK AT LIKE WHAT TIME 10PM?!?!
NOT EVEN 10PM
10FREAKING30PM!
I ON THE AIR CON JUST TO RELAX FOR A BIT
AND I AM TOO TIRED SO I FREAKING FORGOT TO OFF IT AT 1130PM
YOU HAD TO COME IN AND NAG AGAIN??
EVEN WHEN I TELL YOU THAT IT WASN'T EVEN ON FOR MORE THAN 2 HOURS
YOU SAID THAT YOU DON'T CARE

OF COURSE YOU DON'T
YOU DON'T FUCKING CARE ABOUT ANYTHING EXCEPT FOR THAT STUPID SHITTY MONEY
AND YOUR STUPID FACE
FUCK LAR SERIOUSLY FUCK IT

IS IT MY FAULT THAT SUDDENLY THE ELECTRICITY BILL SHOOTS UP TO 198BUCKS?!?!
IM NOT EVEN HOME FOR MORE THAN 12 HOURS OK
SOMETIMES EVEN LESSER THAN THAT
WHY IS IT THAT THE 1ST THING YOU DO WHEN THIS HAPPENS IS TO COME AND TELL ME TO WATCH MY USAGE OF ELECTRICITY?!?!
FUCK IT LOR

IT'S STUPID OK
WHY DON'T YOU WATCH LESSER TV HUH!?!?
YOU ARE AT HOME MUCH MORE THAN I AM
WHY ISN'T IT YOUR FUCKING FAULT?!?!
ONLY KNOW HOW TO AIM AT ME AT EVERY SINGLE STUPID THING

I'VE HAD ENOUGH LAR OK
THE ONLY TIME YOU TALK TO ME IS ABOUT MONEY MONEY FUCKING MONEY
FUCK MONEY LAR SERIOUSLY
FUCK YOUR SHITTY ATTITUDE TOWARDS MONEY
FUCK IT FUCK IT FUCK IT

DAMMIT I CANNOT STOP CRYING NOW LAR HAPPY
LACK OF SLEEP MAKES MY BRAIN WEAK
YES I ADMIT THAT ARGH
FUCK!!

光一あなた今会いたい~
私バカだよね。。そんなに弱い~
そんなのだめ人間。。
でも会いたい~

たかさん。。
もしあなた今これは読んだら
ごめんなさい~
本当にごめんなさい~
今日はちょっと。。限界です。。
ごめんなさい~

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blogged @ Thursday, April 1, 2010 11:30:00 PM




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