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Dreams...are needed


This is a post done up by Lu Chen for his fans,
Giving his views on those bastards who soooooo love to expose his magic tricks
Reading this, I somehow felt...that it's true
That's also the reason why he can attract my attention when I was having such a tough time studying A levels~

Here's it:

这是下一篇博文,在这里先发了,只是想告诉大家其实也些事情或许该换个思考方向。

有一种人,当小朋友满心期待挂著袜子在床头时,他们会告诉小朋友:「别傻了,这世界上根本没有圣诞老人,都是骗人的」。
有一种人,当你专心陶醉在阿凡达的剧情当中,他们会在你旁边说:「别傻了,这都是三D特效做出来的,电影都是骗人的」。
有一种人,当你正在享受魔术带给你美妙体验时,他们会跳出来说:「别傻了,让我来揭密给你看,魔术都是假的」。

这些人毕竟是少数,但是遇见了总是会让人很生气。
不过,我们更应该抱持的是同情,因为这些人们是可怜的。
他们看不到梦想,体验不到惊奇。
或许他们觉得自己很聪明,但是却失去了人生中更宝贵的东西。
人活在这世界上,已经很苦了,
我想我们需要更多的梦‧‧‧


Translation:
This is the next entry that I will be posting in my blog, but I will post it here first (his forum), I just want to let you guys know that sometimes, we have to look at things from a different perspective.

There's this kind of person, right when a child full of anticipation hangs his sock at the edge of the bed, he will say this to the child:
"Dont be stupid, Santa Claus doesn't exist in this world, it's all lies"

There's this kind of person, right when you are deeply immersed in the plot of Avatar (the movie), he will whisper this to you:
"Don't be stupid, these are just done by 3D effects, movies are just to trick you"

There's this kind of person, right when you are enjoying the beautiful feeling that magic has brought to you, they will jump out and say:
"Don't be stupid! Let me expose it for you, magic are all fake!"

Even though such people are of the minority, however when you meet them you can't help but get pissed off.
However, we should instead be sympathetic, because these people are pathetic.
They can't see dreams, and they can't experience surprise
Perhaps they feel that they are very smart, yet in return they actually lost something that is much more important in life.
Humans, living in this world, is already tiring enough..
I believe that we need more dreams...

Isn't it beautiful?
Isn't it well said?
He totally said out all the things that I felt with regards to those idiots out there
You might not know it but from time to time I experience people like that too
Saying stuffs like Lu Chen's magic is fake,
OF COURSE THEY ARE FAKE
You think it's supernatural powers?? Crazy zzzz

There are also people out there saying Koichi's Endless SHOCK is nothing~
When I said that I don't think any other person can do it easily,
All they say out from their mouth is "That's what they want to make you believe, so that you will spend lots of money to go and watch it"
And yeaa? THEN FIND ANOTHER PERSON WHO IS WILLING TO ROLL DOWN THE STAIRCASE MORE THAN 600 TIMES IN HIS LIFETIME
Gahhhh~~ these people piss me off zzz

Ahhh like what Yiting said, my mood is always up and down these days na~~ T___T
I want July to come already~ T_____T
I'm still stuck at 2100 bucks
How how how~~
This week I'm only working on Sunday,
Next week too~~
Exams are coming~
I wonder how will I find the time to earn money~
What if I don't have enough?
What if I can't buy what I want? T_______T

*sighs*

Yosh off to eat lunch and then study~ =))

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blogged @ Thursday, February 25, 2010 1:04:00 PM



Ie Naki Ko Movie


After watching Ie Naki Ko 2 last June,
I remember feeling sooo heart broken, and thought that the world was soooo ugly after that
Watching every single episode never fail to bring me to the verge of tears
I guess it wasn't that sad enough to make me cry~

But watching how Harumi protected Suzu all the way,
Somehow it made me feel like
"How nice would it be if such guys don't just exist in dramas and anime"
Yes looking at Koichi's handsome young face while being so protective does makes everything better~

When the drama finally ended,
I have always wanted more, I always missed the drama but was too afraid to watch it again~
Let's face it it's a dark drama
Even until now I don't wanna touch Tenshi ga Kieta Machi just yet~

Then Ran brought up Ie Naki Ko drama again~
And because of that I found out that Ie Naki Ko actually has a movie,
It was aired after 1, and before 2
So I played abit of the show,
I didn't believe that Koichi acted in it,
But Ran says that he did!
But I was like "But he was in 2! How can he be in the movie because in 2, clearly he and the girl have not met!!"

And once again I was wrong!
Shortly after I told Ran that Koichi can't be in the movie,
KOICHI APPEARED IN A SCENE
HAHAHAHA I was like AHHHH!!! DETA!!!!!
HE REALLY IS IN THE MOVIE!!!

Surprisingly, he wasn't Harumi in the movie~
He's Minoru~ HAHAHAHA
Oh my I cannot believe the director actually used Koichi twice in a same show, acting as different characters!!
MR DIRECTOR I LOVE YOU!!!! =DDDDDD
Yes it sounds stupid to use the same person and act as 2 different characters,
But well, it's Koichi, so I guess no one's complaining =DDD

All I can say is I'm glad the movie didn't end like how series 2 ended =D
Kochan~~~~ me loves you more and more each day~~
And please, let me dream of you tonight =DD


PS: Mum came and tell me that Dad didn't want to pay for my studies anymore.
Why why WHY must some people think that they know it all and add oil to the fire?!?!
I seriously don't need people like you. Ever since I was born the number of times we converse couldn't even add up to 100, so why the hell are you meddling so much in our affairs now?!?!
Just because you are a degree holder and you're earning big bucks now?
Just because "you care"?!?!
Please I don't need you in my life~
Just leave my family alone THANK YOU VERY MUCH

Yupp so I guess if my Dad is serious I will have to find a way to pay for my studies myself,
Get a loan from a bank or smth~~
Hmmm how do you actually get 30k to pay for your school fees?
Hmmm...rob a bank?

Maybe I should just quit school for good....
Fuck studies~

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blogged @ 3:06:00 AM



A few things to cheer me up~


Random post,
Supposed to sleep now
Will do so after I finish this entry~

Played Go Chess with Meiyan over the internet just now HAHAHA
Uwaa stupid girl make me watch Hikaru no Go and made me interested in Go Chess
While playing Meiyan ate my white chess by 100++!!!
But when we ended the game I won by dunno how many komi
I DONT EVEN UNDERSTAND WHY!!!!! LOLOLOLOL
Someone who knows how to play Go Chess teach me please? T___T
I tried reading it at Wiki but T____T
Yappari for a beginner like me it's so confusing T___T
Hahaha

Ok on to nicer stuffs!!
Today is a rest day for SHOCK
There's no SHOCK performance today~
I wonder what is Koichi doing during this break na~~
Writing songs?
Sleeping?
Playing games?

I bet it's the last 2 =X HAHAHA
Tomorrow there will be another SHOCK performance at 6pm Japan time
So weeeee tomorrow at 5pm please think about Koichi!! =D (For Singapore time)
And someone posted a small scan of Myojo
Uwaaaa makes me want to get the magazine~~~~~
*no no no no girl you need to save money~~ save for SHOCK Book in Book*

This is the amazing specs picture!!
Everyone's fangirling over it~
Since it's Koichi, I'm joining in too!! =D

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Uwaaaaa it might not be the most handsome specs pic ever~
But it still makes you melt!!!!!
How how how can he still look so handsome with that ugly specs =X
LOLOLOL
Yeaa me is not a fan of such specs hahahaha


And kudos to since1997 for showing me the cutest Koichi ever!!!!

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KAWAII JYAN!!!!!!
Waaaaaaa next time when I have a kid I am soooo making him wear a yukata!!!!
And take a cute picture like that!! =X
If my husband is Koichi the kid will probably look like that too =X
HAHAHAHA
So cute!!!!! I want to hug and kiss and squeeze this child all over!!! =X


And lastly,
I went to Lu Chen's blog todayy~
And he changed his blog header!!! =D
It's niceeeeeeeeeee

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Soooo nice~~ T____T
Dad asked me out to watch Lu Chen's magic on TV just now
It was an old episode
Where he still wasn't THAT famous, even though he's pretty popular
Looking at how he performed magic last time,
And looking at how tensed up he was when he's in China now,
I kinda wished that he would go back to Taiwan,
And return to Zhong Yi Da Ge Da soon~
I miss those days when he was a regular..I'm serious

And in Taiwan, everyone acknowledged his strength
Everyone respected him as a magician
But in China, all they want to do is just to insult him,
Break his magic and humiliate him
I really really feel so sad for him T____T

To those stupid magic breakers out there
If you are so good,
GO AHEAD AND BREAK EVERY SINGLE ONE OF LU CHEN'S TRICKS HE HAS EVER DONE BEFORE IN HIS LIFE
Especially and this one and this one!!

Yeaa! GO AHEAD!! I DARE YOU!!
As for that 1st salt trick,
If you are really THAT GOOD, why didn't you go and claim his reward when he challenged everyone in China to break that trick huh huh HUH?!?!?!

Stupid people are everywhere zzzz

Haha ok this was supposed to be a happy entry~~ T____T
Sorry sorrry
Let me beautify this page once again with a last picture~~


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Isn't this soooo cute!!!
Hot Koichi in a tank top
With a super yasashii expression on his face
And with a cute dog~
Of cus PAN is cuter =X LOLOLOL

Ok going off to sleep nights!! =DD

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blogged @ Wednesday, February 24, 2010 1:29:00 AM



And so Koichi says...


Weeee supposed to sleep now but I just had to blog~~~
New new new NEW bigger clearer pictures!! =X

All photos are taken from Johnnys-net

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Cool~~~~
Love seeing his naked body =XX
And that Yoru no Umi uwaaaaaaaa~~~
Beautiful~~~~


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And woot!!! A combo of all the new costumes!!!!
You just have to admit that Koichi loves me! WAHAHAHAHA
He knows that I love black so all the new costumes or changed costumes are black black =X hahaha
THE GUN!!!! UWAAAA I WANT TO SEE HIM SHOOT HIMSELF =X
SO HANDSOME!!!!
DON'T YOU THINK THAT FACE THAT EXPRESSION THAT LOOK THAT POSE IS JUST SOOOOOOOOO HANDSOME?!?!?!?!? KAKKOII!!!!!!
And the umbrella and the drums!!
I can't wait to see his drum routine too!!!


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And of course what is SHOCK without our Baka Kochan~ =DD
Totally swoons at all the baka pictures!!
*stares at the picture with a paper over his head* LOLOLOLOL

And Meiyan is so cute!!
Even though she kept saying she's going to sleep
At the very last moment she still showed me this:

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Meiyan me loves you! hahahaha
Uwaaaaaa cute cute cute!!!
*totally talking about the very 1st picture*
Uwaaa will I get to see that face as I watch SHOCK as well? T____T


And thanks to Meiyan,
I found out that next week will be the 1st of March
Which means.....
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4 MORE MONTHS TO JULY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Uwaa I can't believe how 2 months ever since December has passed already!!
This year is gonna be an amazing year!!!
But before I jump to July, I have to go through March and April,
With the exams and the assignments..
As well as June where I have to retake my accounting,
Which of course means I have another exam T_____T

After that will be SHOCK SHOCK SHOCK!!!!!
Uwaaaaaaaaaa

Recently I keep having this trend whenever I am working,
Since sometimes the time is slow,
And I keep looking at the clock anyways,
On weekends I will look out for 12pm and 5pm
Why?
Because in Japan it's 1pm and 6pm, which means that SHOCK is taking place!!!
Even on weekdays where there are only 1 show,
I will take note of 5pm, and be like
"Kochan~ gambatte!!!"
And when I'm bored I will be like "Uwaa I bet at around this time Koichi is flying..." or "I bet at this kind of time Koichi is rolling down the stairs"
HAHAAHHA

And time really passes much much MUCH faster that way!! LOLOLOL
So maybe you guys can try it if you're bored =DD

Something coincidental happened too~~~
During lunch I was on MSN telling Ran about this trend that I have,
And to think she actually replied:
"Koichi actually said this before, even though you are not watching SHOCK everyday, please think about SHOCK everyday at 1pm and 6pm."

Seriously?!?!?!
When I heard that I couldn't believe I am actually unconsciously doing what Koichi has actually talked about!!
Uwaaaaa I don't care but I am enjoying this little moment of happiness hehehehehe

"光ちゃん!!私はEndless SHOCKの事ちゃんと思いますよ!!^^”

With that I am going to sleep~~~
One paparazzi photo of Koichi for you!
Taken from Johnnys-net as well
I love his photo though~~~
I love how he look like without any makeup
Yes I am weird =D

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I love how he always wears something black too~~
And that suitcase looks cool~ =X
HAHAHAHAHA
Uwaaa even without make-up cannot put any ugliness into Koichi wahahaha

Alright nights! =D

PS: In case you are reading, MEIYAN ELIZA RAN CHAN VANILLA EMILY I LOVE YOU GUYS!!! =DDDDD
Why? Just random I guess ^^
You guys always makes me laugh like an idiot in my own room, and somehow stopped tears from flowing out from my eyes hehehe
Me loves you guys many many lots =)

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blogged @ Tuesday, February 23, 2010 2:11:00 AM



Endless SHOCK 2010 fever continues~~


Sorry about that shitty post this morning~
Am I feeling better?
I'm not sure...
As I think about it I can't help but feel like tears are coming again~
So I prefer to take the coward way and just not think about it
Avoid it as long as I can..
And as if my mp3 was really alive,
Knowing I'm so sad they kept playing such emo songs~
Songs which makes me want to cry even more..

Sitting alone in the school toilet,
Somehow I felt better crying everything out
Took me about half an hour to finally realize that I have been crying for too long I guess..
After that finally got the courage to come out from the toilet
And stop myself from crying

I thought that Japanese class today would be like usual,
So I went there with normal feelings,
Not expecting anything new
Somehow I was quiet..

But not for long..
Because everytime when Sensei asked me a question,
He will definitely put "Koichi/KinKi Kids/Domoto Kyoudai" inside the content of my question
Which of course is just the thing I needed to get my attention back
The frequency of KinKi Kids popping in my question was too high today,
But I didn't think that much, since I was still emo about this morning
However thanks to that, I started opening up in class again
Being my usual stupid self, talking, making comments..
I guess speaking Japanese or being in a Japanese environment is what really makes me feel at ease now huh~~
I totally felt as if I can somehow forget about everything when I'm in class~

When the lesson ended,
Suddenly Sensei asked me
"先週の堂本兄弟見ましたか?”
(Did you watch last week's Domoto Kyoudai?)
I replied "Yes I did!!!" and did the mustache action since you know, they played with mustaches during that episode
Then sensei was like doing the same action as me also!!!!
HAHAHAHA
Then I asked "OMG you watched that episode?!?!?!"
Then he say yeaa he watched it when he was in Japan last week~~
hahahaha

MY GOSH LAAAAA~~~ MY SENSEI WATCHES DOMOTO KYOUDAI!!!!
Then I started going crazy and talked about the funny parts
And my sensei just laughed! HAHAHAHA
Then he said "31歳なのにね。。。” (Even though they are 31 years old)
Hahaha cus too Baka already! That episode was like damm nice la!!!

With that I am really glad that I watched last week's episode yesterday~
Because I haven't even watched last last week's or the previous episode before that too~
But somehow yesterday something told me that I will want to watch last week's episode,
And so I watched,
And I'm really glad I did! =DD
Sensei totally cheered me up with that little conversation too~~~ ^^

After class went Ion with Yiting~
We shared takoyaki and bought that dunno what fish thinggy and eat hahahaha!!!
Damm nice sia!!!
I cannot go there it's a sinful place~
Makes me want to eat =(
Hahahaha
I wanna drink Oreo Crush at Each a Cup too~ T_____T

Alright on to the next topic~
Was just telling Meiyan yesterday that when I was going to work,
That my player suddenly started playing 4 SHOCK songs consecutively,
And I tell her must be Koichi wants to tell me something!
Wahahahaha
And even though yesterday I was too tired to update,
(Fell asleep in front of the laptop)

THERE ARE NEW SHOCK GOODS!!!!!!!!
Ok the new goods will be:
1. Photo Album - 1000yen
2. Live photoset (25 sets) - 500yen each

UWAAAAAAA HAPPY HAPPY!!
I CONFIRM WILL BUY ALL!!!!
But wait a minute!

For the live photoset there are 25 sets selling at 500 yen each
Which means if I want to buy all it will be 12500yen?!?!?!!!??!
That's like almost $200!!!!
Wait a minute let me go and faint first~~
*FAINTS*

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Ok I'm back~
Recovered =))
Waaaaa but I know for sure I will definitely buy all if it!
Of course after I buy them all up I will keep it inside the SHOCK photo album!
How nice would that be?!?!
Which means that in the end I need to prepare another extra $200 bucks for my SHOCK goods~
Lucky for me I am still able to afford it~ =D
At most I just eat lesser meals to make up for it~

Seriously....I hate eating...
Hate it sooooooo much~
I hate how I don't like to eat yet I can't help but feel hungry when the time comes
I have to eat..
And I don't know what I want to eat
Argh the feeling sucks~ =(

Ok on to happier things~
SOLITARY IS SOOOOOO NICE!!!!!!!
I heard it HERE

You guys can feel free to go and listen cus it's uwaaaaaaaa *________*
I can't wait to see Koichi dancing in that!
Not forgetting at the very end of the song
Koichi holds up a gun and shoots himself in the head! =X
I WANT TO SEE THAT~!!!!!!
Ok wait a minute I have a picture of that
*finds it*
Ahhh got it!!

Pictures credit to johnnys-net


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CAN SEE?!?!?!?!
AT THE VERY VERY LAST PICTURE!!!!!!
UWAAAAAA T______________T
And obviously that would be the new costume and the new performance for the new song Solitary~ =DDDDDDDDDDDD


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Other shoots of the dance~~~


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Don't you just love the aggressive expression on his face? =D

Alright on the the other photos!!!!!


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MY YORU NO UMI!!!!
I AM DEFINITELY DEFINITELY DEFINITELY BUYING THIS SET!!!
SOOOOOOOO NICE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
1st photo of 2nd row,
"Can you feel the warmness of the ocean~"
SO NICE!!!!!!!!!


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More Yoru no Umi~~~~
He always looks sooo graceful~
I love how soft his hair is and how beautiful his hand is~~ T_____T


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Hehehhee one last Yoru no Umi inside~


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Flying with Umbrella!!!!
I LOVE THIS TOO~~~~
Isn't it nice that you can keep seeing Koichi in these Japanese costumes~ hehehe
Not to mention in the middle picture of the 1st row he looks extremely handsome in the first flying costume too!!


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Awwww how cute is that???
*refers to the 1st picture where Koichi is laughing*


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Haha white costume~~~~
Smiling, dancing clapping~ =D


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Yay~~~ I love him in this costume too!!!
Makes him look so..hmmm nice? hahahaha
Limited vocab =X


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ROMEO!!!!!!
OH MY ROMEO!!!!!!!
ISN'T HE HANDSOME?!?!?!?!
TOTALLY A PRINCE!!!!!!!!!!! I AM SOOOO GETTING THIS SET!!!!


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All I can see is that handsome dead Romeo lying on the rock~
*pounces on the Romeo* HAHAHAH
He looks soooo pounce-able la!!!! HAHAHAHA


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Of course the cute Koichi with that cute hat dance~~~
And that red jacket hahahahahaa!!!!


And for "What 10 wanna say" (What you wanna say)

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HAHAHAHAA SO CUTE!!!!!!
For some reasons looking at these photos consecutively looks soooo funny and cute! hahahaha he's like flying~~ LOLOLOL


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HAHAHAHA 10 THUMBS UP ON THE 1ST PICTURE!!!!
SOOOOO CUTE!!!
I WANT THAT!!!!!!!
The 1st picture of the 2nd row is DAMM NICE TOO!!!
And look at his face on the middle picture of the top row!!!
HAHAHAHA SO CUTE!!!!!!
And oh did I mention? I love the new costume~~~ =DDD


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DRUMS!!!! SHUAI!!!!!!
Nice white costume too!!!
He looks soooo handsome in the last picture of the top row~~


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SAMURAI!!!!!!
Aiyaiyai~~ aiyaiyai~~ aiyaiyai~
Where's my Samurai? =X (Right there lo~~~~)


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UWAAA!!! YARA DON'T KILL MY KOICHI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
T____________T
But still I love that picture T____T


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Waaaa Rika hugging my Kochan~ T___T
Kochan rolling down stairs~~~~
In the Cemetery~~~~
I want this set!!


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My Koichi dying on the floor~~~
So beautiful~~~~~


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Ahhhh~~ the ending pose when Koichi changes from Flying Umbrella costume to Yoru no Umi costume!!! *talking about top row*


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Other miscellaneous pictures~~~


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So many T_____T


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I love that Yoru no Umi pose at the last row~~~~
Niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Wahahahaha and the back of the Clear file is damm nice!!!!

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So nice~~~~
Black and gold!!!
T_______T Me wants~~~


And finally I'll leave you guys with this picture that Meiyan showed me =D

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How cute is that!!!
How can this be a 31 year old man wearing a baseball costume,
Standing in that cute pose~
Wearing a hat that makes him look soooo feminine~
T______T

Can't wait to meet this 31 year old Ossan =D

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blogged @ Sunday, February 21, 2010 12:14:00 AM



Screw it~


I'm suck of how this stupid society functions where you need a stupid degree in order to survive.
I hate how Singapore is soooooo small that you need to compete for every single thing you want
Seriously? I hate studying alright?
I hate it to the max!
But I have to do it don't I?
I hate how the things I enjoy doing are the things that won't get me far in life
Why why why am I like that?
Why can't I just sit down and study properly?

I know I have the brains to do it
But why don't I just have the will to do it properly?
Why am I not a nerd who holds a book everywhere?
Why do I love music so much
Why do I love all the things that people in the society don't take it seriously so much?
Why am I born like this?
Maybe someone can tell me?
Maybe the person who gave me the genes can freaking tell me??????

You want me to drop out?
If I can afford to of course I will
I am not desperate to study for goodness sake
Just because I cannot wake up for one class you want me to quit school?
You are the one who didn't want to take a loan in the first place alright
You know that it is going to be expensive
You know that it will be difficult
Then why don't you let me take a loan when I said I wanted to?

You want to settle everything then fine!
Don't just throw it all in my face as and when you like ok?
I know working is my choice, I am not complaining am I?
I know it's tiring and so what if I overslept and missed one class?
You want to give me $3000 and let me go Japan??
Of course I don't mind taking it
But you want me to quit school after I come back and start working on my own?
Screw you ok

You think I wouldn't want that?
I totally can't wait to get the fuck out of this stupid education system already
Can I help it that I need a stupid cert to survive in this stupid society?
Saying stuffs like the school fees you paid for me can bring you to Japan dunno how many times already
Argh FUCK IT LAR SERIOUSLY

STOP THROWING ALL THESE IN MY FACE
I FUCKING HATE IT WHEN I HAVE TO DEPEND ON PEOPLE ALRIGHT
WHY CAN'T I HAVE THE ABILITY TO SUPPORT MYSELF
SERIOUSLY IT SUCKS WHEN YOU HAVE TO SUCK EVERYTHING IN JUST BECAUSE U KNOW YOU ARE INCAPABLE OF SURVIVING ON YOUR OWN
SCREW IT
FUCK IT

I know I might sound super irresponsible and people may start telling me all the crap about what "you dad is just worried, blah blah blah"
But you don't understand how it feels like when your own stupid father don't trust you ok?
Constantly doubting you every time thinking that you are not studying
Thinking that you are wasting your life away
Argh I seriously don't need this..


And fuck it just as I am typing all these
I am sitting in school alone,
And 3 fucking idiots whom I don't even fucking know just come and sit at my table
WITHOUT EVEN ASKING FOR MY PERMISSION
One of the guy even asked another girl who was sitting there if he was allowed to take the seat
And the girl didnt even bother to fucking ask me she just said ok

WHY DO SUCH IRRITATING PEOPLE EXIST?!?!?!??!?!?!
I AM DAMM SICK OF LIFE ALREADY

I still have Jap class later~
I dont even feel like going...
Not because I don't enjoy being there,
But because I wouldn't know what to say to Yiting when I see her
Will my eyes still be bloodshot red when class starts?
Will sensei ask me questions?
Will I end up crying in class?
I dont know...


I know it's cowardly, but..
Right now..
I just want to go somewhere far far away...

Away from everything...


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Maybe I can go there and never come back...

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blogged @ Saturday, February 20, 2010 11:08:00 AM



I'm supposed to be doing my project but...


I'm supposed to do my report on the stupid DBS Bank and Hong Leong Finance in relation to the collapse of the Lehman Brothers~ zzzzz
I tell myself no matter what I need to get this report over and done with my today!!

But my dad had to come home and showed me this newspaper article~
It talks about my favorite magician Lu Chen!!!
As I said "He's amazing you know!! The trick that he performed that New Year night!"
My dad replied "But it was exposed within 10minutes by the people on the internet, you go and read the article"

As I read the article, I was soooooooooooooooooooooo angry!!!
Because seriously
WHAT IS WRONG WITH THESE CHINA PEOPLE?!?!?!
Magic I repeat, is MEANT TO BE ENJOYED!!
So WHAT if you actually know the secret behind the trick?
So WHAT if you know how it's actually done?
Are you able to do it exactly?
Just because you know the secret behind the trick doesnt mean you have what it takes to carry out the whole magic performance nicely and properly~
Just because you think you are so smart to break the trick are you able to stand in front of a live television in front of billions of people and get the trick done right???

I BET YOUR ASS YOU CANT!!
So what's the point in saying that he's lousy, he has no skills,
And his magic is no big deal?
You are the one that is no big deal!
Cus seriously? No one gives a shit of who you are..
Even if you exposed the trick everyone will just call you an idiot,
A jerk, and if you're a magician worse~
People will just say that you have no professional ethics for reveling out the tricks like that..

Because seriously? I know how the 2nd card trick is done too~
I know I can buy the prop from the magic shop, and as long as I pay an amount of money (About 70 bucks?) I can learn the trick too!
But that doesnt mean that I can do it as fast as he does,
Doesn't mean that I can perform as well as Lu Chen does right?

Seriously some people are just too dumb to even own a brain~ zzz

Ok with that I am going to show you guys the 14min video of the tricks that Lu Chen performed on that Chinese New Year night,
And be prepared to be amazed!!
Cus it's really really good!!! ^^
And he still looks as cute as ever =X LOL
Another 34 year old ossan that I like hehehe~





PS: ISN'T IT AMAZING!!!
WITHIN THE 14 MINUTES HE PERFORMED 3 MAGIC TRICKS THAT CAN LAST ME FOR THE REST OF THE YEAR~ =DDD
And one thing I like about magic is that it has no language barriers~ =D
So my friends who don't understand chinese, it's ok because you can just watch his visual effect!!! =DDD
It's great!!!!!!!!! And the coin UWAAAAAAA!!!


And of course since it's the New Year,
UPDATES FROM LU CHEN!!!!!!!! =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Of course it's in Mandrin, and of course I will translate it! =DDD


二次春晚結束

我蠻喜歡這次的表演,因為符合了很多人的喜好,
短短14多分鐘的節目,包含了:
「自己最喜歡的魔術」、
「網友們最喜歡的魔術」、
「春晚導演最喜歡的魔術」、
「央視領導最喜歡的魔術」。
(至於哪一個是哪一個,我不方便說明,請自行想像配對。)

總之,大家開心我就開心。今天終於回到台灣可以好好吃過期年夜飯了。
在這裡要跟所有支持我的謙迷粉絲還有喜愛我的觀眾朋友們說:

新年快樂,虎年大吉!祝你們天天夢到劉謙!


至於不支持我的那些非謙迷,還有喜歡造謠生事、惡意中傷與愛亂破解魔術,看到我就生氣的朋友們:


嗯‧‧‧
好啦!也祝你們新年快樂,天天夢到劉謙!


不客氣!


Translation:

The 2nd "New year" has ended (He says that because he's only been on this show twice, last year and this year)

I personally kind of liked this performance, because it has fulfilled the likes of many,
Within this short 14 minutes, it includes:

- My favorite magic,
- The internet fans' favorite magic
- The director of the program's favorite magic
- The television channel's favorite magic
(As for which trick belongs to whose favorite, I am unable to divulge, so please match them with your own perception)

In any case, as long as everyone is happy, I will be happy. Finally, today I managed to return to Taiwan and eat my reunion dinner.
Over here, to all my fans and all the audiences who love me, I would like to say:

Happy Chinese New Year! May you prosper in the year of Tiger! I wish that you will dream of Lu Chen every day! (HAHA That aho!!!)


As for those people who do not support me, and are not my fans, and those who like to spread useless rumors, and like to expose those magic tricks with an ill intention, and get sooo mad the moment you see my face:


Hmmm...
Ok la! I wish you guys a Happy Chinese New Year too, and that you'll dream of Lu Chen everyday!


You're welcome!


HAHAHAHAHA HOW CUTE IS THIS GUY!!!
Oh my gosh la~~~~ T________T
I seriously miss him!!
How I wish there is a place where I can like get super super updates without having to read those irritating Chinese forums~ T____T
Hahahaha

And oh oh,
About this:

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I did something just now and asked something about that,
And I FOUND OUT SOMETHING SCARY!!!
I'm not gonna say it here in case anyone is reading this here~~~
Emily Meiyan and Eliza know what I'm talking about ehhh~~
Uwaaaa doushiyo~~~

Maybe I should just save my money and spend it on Koichi~ T___T
If Koichi is the one endorsing these shoes that I wouldn't even be hesitant~
I would be like "BUY IT NOW!!!" =X

Ok time to write my report~
Gosh it's 5:30pm already! T___T

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blogged @ Wednesday, February 17, 2010 4:30:00 PM



Weee~ Kochan in my room~ =D


The third day of Chinese New Year,
And Eliza Emily and Meiyan came over to bai nian! =D
Hahahaha Eliza came late though, cus she had to rush her project~
So Meiyan and Emily came first, and we started our steamboat lunch wahahaha~
It's tough preparing steamboat for them I tell you!
One of them doesn't eat fish/seafood and the other doesn't eat vegetables/red meat.
HAHAHAHA!!

Lucky for them, the things I eat are somewhat similar to what they eat, just that I eat seafood and I eat vegetables hahaha~
So it's a win win situation~ there's food for everyone! =DD

After eating I brought them to my room and we started slacking~
Then finally took out my giant J Concert poster and showed them~
And they helped me wrapped it up!!
The poster is soooooo big that I totally couldn't just do it by myself without messing up ok!
And both Emily and Meiyan really helped a lot!
And as usual Emily is the pro at wrapping such stuffs~ wahahaha!!
Just that it's a little scary when she holds the scissors and started "cutting" the air, staring at my precious J Album promo poster with evil eyes HAHAHAHA!!

She say that she wants to cut up the poster and take the Tsuyo half home HAHAHAHA!!
And finally, IT'S DONE!!!! =DDD


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The beautiful wrapped Koichi J concert poster!!!! =DDD


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How the poster looks like in my room~
Yupp it's above my bed =X HAHAHAHA


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I keep trying to capture how big it actually is, but failed terribly~
No matter how from these photos it just looks like a normal sized poster~ nande?!?!


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Still fail~ =X
Maybe I should just get my baby sis to stand there next time =X HAHAHAHA


And finally Eliza came! =DDD
So even though we were soooo full~
We went back to the steamboat and accompanied Eliza as she eats her lunch
Initially everyone didnt eat cus we're too full~
But after awhile, Meiyan started saying she wants mushrooms, and meatballs,
And I went to take more food,
And Emily start eating also!
Wahahahaha come to my house and you will grow fat!!! =X LOLOLOL

While eating lunch halfway Eliza said that it's too quiet and she wants something to play in the background,
So we played KinKi YOU birthday con on my television,
And oh my Koichi is really damm damm cute in Maketara Akan! HAHAHA
He dances with all his might and some of the dance steps just makes him look so aho~ HAHAHAHA
He's lucky Maketara Akan and Tayori Shitemasse aren't back in back! HAHAHA
If not he will die! LOLOL

We watched until the whole birthday celebration was over and everyone is off to my room again! =DDD
Then I wanted to wrap up my J album promo poster then I realized that I don't have enough plastic to wrap it! T________________________T
So in the end we only managed to wrap one poster hahahaha

So we slacked and chatted and I don't really remember what we did~
But well, when Eliza had to leave we took photographs together!! =DDD
But because these 3 girls didn't want their faces revealed here so these are the only photos I can show you wahahaha~

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Meiyan (Left) and Emily (Right), the 2 nice girls that helped me wrap my poster~! =DD
I love them sooooo much~ hahaha
They never fail to make my life sooo much easier and enjoyable~ ^^

And the nice girl who took pictures for us,

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Eliza!!! HAHAHAHA
Seems like the Johnny's Countdown Uchiwa has proven to be quite useful~ =XX
HAHAHAHA

And that sums up my enjoyable day~ =DDD
I really appreciate them coming all the way down even though they live sooo far to spend some time together na~~ hahahaha
Love you guys!! ^^ Hopefully we will have the time to do it again na~~~ =DD

And lastly,
To think I was sooooo emotional about Koichi not having his Mask scene!!!
Look at his new performance that took over the Mask scene!!
FLYING WITH AN UMBRELLA~~~
And the way he changes into the Red Yoru no Umi costume~~
NICE NICE NICE!!! I am satisfied with how he link the performance and brought Yoru no Umi in~~ =DDD
I am soooo stupid na~~
I should've believed in Koichi more, knowing that he will never settle for 2nd best~ ^^



PS: NICE DESHO!!!!!!! HE CHANGES SOOO FAST!!!!
I LOVE HOW HE ALWAYS HAS MAGIC INSIDE SHOCK! ME LOVES MAGIC!! =DDDD
And he looks soooooooooo beautiful and graceful flying with that umbrella~~~~~ T_____T Only he can look sooo beautiful flying like that~ =D


Next video, dear Vanilla showed me this!!
More of the flying umbrella, and this time it shows Koichi in Yoru no Umi too~~
His face and his moves are much much sharper now!
And for the Romeo part, his expression is great!
I bet he improved a lot a lot a lot!!! T____T



PS: Weee new costume for Red Cloth flying!!! But awww no more tank top for backstage scene? T__________T Oh my JULY HURRY UP AND COME ALREADY!!!!!!


And oh yesterday during Endless SHOCK performance,
It was said that Koichi's head banged into the wire while he was doing the 2nd flying scene,
And because of the length of the wiring and stuffs,
The whole flying scene was unable to be done.
During curtain call, Koichi took the change to apologized to the audiences because the flying scene wasn't done properly..

Gambatte ne Koichi!!!
*hugssss*

Haii it's just the 2nd day and there was a little accident..
I wonder if he's alright, both physically and emotionally..
Ran says that he'll definitely be alright!
Darou na~~ Koichi is strong! =D
But somehow this little incident made me worry a little,
And I can't help but recall the dream that I had a while back.....

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blogged @ 2:03:00 AM



HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY KOCHAN!!!


UPDATE: I read Misoiru's report on Endless SHOCK, and I saw that the choreographies for Jungle and Why don't you dance with me has changed, and not only that, the song for the Spain scene was changed too!!! And when you talk about Spain scene, the only song that can come into my mind is LOVE AND LONELINESS!!!! That awesome scene is cut?!?!?!??!!
Not only that the Mask Scene is CUT TOO!!!!!!
I cannot imagine how they are going to join the performance and bring in Yoru no Umi without the Mask scene!!!!!! Uwaaaaaa what is waiting for me ahead in the Endless SHOCK that I am going to watch in July?!?!?!?!

I seriously feel so down already~~~~
When I see Koichi in July I am SO GONNA KNOCK HIS HEAD!!!
And ask him WHERE IS MY MASK SCENE!!!! T__________T

PS: Meiyan says that it's a new experience! And I should go and see it!! Dayo ne... T___T
This is really a year of change na~~~ since it's 10th anniversary for SHOCK..I'm glad I will be a part in experiencing the major change in Endless SHOCK~
Alright yosh!! Cheer up Yuanshan!!! Get your ass to bed so that you can get your ass to work tomorrow and earn some money so you can get your ass to Japan in July!!! =DDDD

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!
FIRST DAY OF CHINESE NEW YEAR~~~
IT'S VALENTINE'S DAY TOO~~
AND MOST IMPORTANTLY,
TODAY IS THE OPENING SHOW OF ENDLESS SHOCK!!!!!!!

I went to since1997's blog,
And I saw the article!!
And the photos!!!
She credited Johnnys-net and Oricon glocally but since I saw these at her blog I'm just gonna credit her~ =DD

The report for Endless SHOCK's first performance!!

一幕終了!!
昨年よりパワーアップしてます☆

新曲キタァー!!とにかくカッコいいよ!!!!マイケル・ジャクソンみたい~で、カンパニーが1つになってます。
オープニングのセットが変わり、ステージのカーテン・照明も変わってますよ!!衣装は、多少の変更あり。女神に何か意味があるのカナ!?
ストリートの変更はないですが、台詞が少しずつ変わっていて、昨年より分かりやすくなっています☆
「Yes We Can!」の歌詞が分かってるかも!?

『Endless SHOCK』10周年&100公演の幕が開きました!!
Wカーテンコールありました!!

・「It's A New World On The Earth」のコウイチ vs ナオキがコウイチ vs ヤラになりました。しかし、ナオキも出演し、3人の場面がありました!!その他、カンパニー全員での太鼓があります☆
・「夜の海」のコウイチの衣装が看板の赤い衣装です!!
・新曲は「SOLITARY」です。

Rough translation:

One Act has ended! (I think it means One performance)
Compared to last year, it was Power Up-ed!!

There's a new song!!!!!! In any case it was kakkoii!!!! (Cool/Handsome).
It was like Michael Jackson, and the company come together as 1.
The opening set has changed, the illumination of the stage curtain has changed too!
For costume wise, there are more or less some changes too.
Is there any meaning to the goddess?!?!
The street hasn't changed, but the lines has changed a little, as compared to last year, it has become easier to understand.
Perhaps we can understand 「Yes We Can!」's lyrics?!?! (Not sure what this line means~~)

The 10th Anniversary and 100 shows of Endless SHOCK has opened!
There was a W curtain call! (Not sure what this means~~~ T____T)

・「It's A New World On The Earth」 has become from Koichi VS Naoki to Koichi VS Yara. However, Naoki appeared on stage too, and the 3 of them were together on stage! In addition, everyone from the "company" has drum. (I believe it's saying for drum scene everyone in the company participated)
・「夜の海」 (Yoru no Umi) for Koichi's costume is the costume for the billboard!
・The new song is 「SOLITARY」.

Uwaaaa!!!
SOOOOO MANY CHANGES!!!
THIS IS MAKING ME DIE OF EXCITEMENT OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!
WHY WHY WHY IS JULY SOOOOOOOOOO LONG!!!!!!!!!
And Meiyan showed me this paragraph too,
Not sure where it's from so I don't know how to credit.

今回新たに制作された金色の衣装に身を包んだ光一が和傘を手に舞台上を飛翔するという“和傘フライング”が登場する

Rough translation:

This time a new gold costume was made for Koichi to wear, and holding a Japanese umbrella in his hand, he soared above the stage, and called it "Japanese umbrella flying" and made an entrance.

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!! MY GOSH!!!!
NEW COSTUME!!!!!
FLYING IN THE AIR WITH AN UMBRELLA?!?!?!?!?!!
KOICHIII!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


And of course~
Since it's 10th anniversary,
THE GOODS ARE AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Picture credits to since1997 and Johnny XQ


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WAAAAAAAAAAA!!! LOOK AT HOW BLACK IT IS!!!
FULL OF ENDLESS SHOCK LOGOS!!!!!!!


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The shopping bag, it looks a little plain this year~


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The photoset!!!!!!!
OMG KOICHI IS WEARING A SUIT!!!!!!
Uwaaaaa *___________*

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ANOTHER PHOTOSET!!!!
OMG KOICHI IS SMILING IN ONE OF THE PICTURES!!!!!!!
CUTEEEEEE!!!


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The clearfile~
MY WHITE HORSE PRINCE CHARMING!!!!!!!!!


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The musical box!!!
Looks plain but hell!!! I LOVE IT!!!!


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The light up mirror!!!!
With a pouch!!!
UWAAAA KOICHI YOU SURE KNOW HOW TO PULL THE STRINGS OF MY HEART!!!!
BLACKK AND GLOSSY?!!?!?!
YOU WIN!!!!!


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THE PAMPHLET!!!!!!
SOOOOOOOO NICE!!!!


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The inside of the pamphlet!!!!!!!!!!


LAST BUT NOT LEAST...

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THE POSTER!!!!!
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA YOU WIN!!!!!!!!!!
OMGOMGOMGOMGOGMOGMGOMGGM


I AM SOOOOOO GOING TO WORK MY ASS OFF JUST TO MAKE THIS TRIP POSSIBLE!!!!!!!
UWAAAA I CANT WAIT FOR SHOCK!!!
And lastly, HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY KOICHI!!!

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blogged @ Sunday, February 14, 2010 10:18:00 PM




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